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Friday, May 25, 2007

haiz.. guess what?

i got CONDUCT GRADE B!

and why?! my form teacher.. said that i was always late.. $^#%&^#.. WT la.. the whole of the first half of this year.. which is whole of 2007.. i wans't late like damn alot of times.. there were a handful of people that were always like.. late.. and more times than me.. i wont say any names.. as they have not done anything to me.. i am jus rather PIST that blindness rule my class..

seriusly.. last year.. i got a grade C.. but i didn't make a fuss or anything.. cos i really felt i was indeed at fault and deserved it.. did i ever complained about it?

NOOOO! COME ON MAN!

but this time.. i freaking think i dont deserve a B..! PLEASE luhz! if someone opened the eyes bigger by abit.. and been a little ltitle more attentive.. i was totally an angel compared to last year.. i freaking dont pon sch on purpose.. as in i was sick like jus a week back? 3 dayz not in sch.. and COME ON.. i WAS sick.. i wasn't ponning and i wasn't LATE..! and i was in reading period of course.. fancy accusing me.. saying i wasn't not always spotted in reading period.. cos i am always LATE.. HEHEHEH.. HILARIOUS!

i'm not saying you are ignorant or anything.. but jus that.. i really know that i wasn't like.. late every single day.. like the way you phrased it..

HANA GWEE AND NO READING PERIOD TEACHER GOT INTO TROUBLE WITH ME.. THEY DONT SEE MY SEAT ALWAYS EMPTY AND GOES ARD COMPLAINING..! I DONT DO OTHER STUFF IN READING PERIOD..! if i were late ALWAYS like someone said.. our dear hana gwee which is so observant.. WILL SURELY NOTICE.. RIGHT?!

so from today onwards.. i am going to freaking APPEAR in front of my dear mdm.. every single morning.. and bring a stupid calander to sch.. i'm gonna make sure she sign on every single DATE and dont falsely accuse me AGAIN..!

seriuosly.. she has been hurling direct insults at me.. since the stupid day i entered her class.. eg: IDIOT and STUPID MONITOR.. yeayea i am stupid i am an idiot.. oh puh lease! yea.. insults.. if this was a stupid democratic coutnry.. punching the bus driver.. glen got into deep shit.. how about personal attacks as such?! so much for being a Christian.. Thx for being my role model..

WHATS THE WORLD TURNING INTO?!

so much for personal responsibility GOOD only.. as in i am acountable for my every action.. besides.. if you were really going to compare what happened this year and last year.. u would have freaking observed that i am like.. TRYING MY BEST to change.. HELLO?! how many darn times have i been to seen mr jeffery lim this year?!

WHAT is SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY??!!
it is staetd from dictionary.com: The principle that companies should contribute to the welfare of society and not be solely devoted to maximizing profits.

what ahve done that is SELFISH and its like.. i totally sacrificed the calss for this!?
i dont.. in my memory.. i dont go ard backstabbing and doing stuff that screws others' msg so that the calss gets screwd.. or like.. gg ard telling teachers bad stuff about my friends.. so that other teachers have bad opinion about my freinds, as in the situation of marcus?

fine.. maybe we DO talk a little.. but seriusly.. i dont want to come sch.. and freaking stone at the white board.. i HATE life living as a rabbit.. come on.. i am human.. obviuosly being the more playful type of personality.. its quite impossible to shut my mouth totally..

but whats that compared to people who screws other people's life up.. by backstabbing.. and like saboing people behind their back?! if nobody wants to talk?! and they ask me to shut up straight in my face? then so be it?!

i haven't been like talking to a point where i irritated people and they ask me to shut up? dont ever tell me some guy sitting right in front, near liang zhou.. will complain about MY TALKING OR MY NOISE.. seriuosly.. thats purely BULLSHIT.. if u get affected at such a far dist.. then i'm sure you're jus personal attackning and trying to kill me! but guess what?! who's scared of such people? immoral and downright dirty IDIOTS!

sorry yunheng, but i got to say this..

mdm chan wanted me to sit with yunheng.. cos there had been some problem between yunehng and people of 4J..
at first i succumbded to the rumours and stuff.. so i tried to reject this "offer".. but after some thinking.. i ALSO DUNNO WHY.. i finally accepted it..

ya so lfie continued in sec 4..

and now? half a year gone.. guess what my kindness was repaid with?!

mdm chan: yun heng needs a more intellectual person, who brings his stuff to class and is attentive.. (and many others.. but this rang in my head the most..)

Joking or not?! I DONT CARE! seriusly.. u got the guts to say that? i got the guts to say this..

come on.. its not as if u dont nkow i am NOT THAT ATTENTIVe in class?! RIGHT?! i wont like freaking shut my mouth.. and be a stupid dog..

ya.. being nice.. and accepting soemone who was then an outcast.. ISN'T THAT SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY?!

I WAS FREAKING LOOKING OUT FOR PEOPLE IN THE CLASS, RIGHT?!

and now you turn back and point at me.. jus cos yun heng screwed up his term 2.. and NOW THE BLAME FALLS ON ME FOR BEING A GOOD SAMARITIAN.. $%^$&$&$..

FINE I AM NOT INTELLECTUAL.. MY MSG IS NOT GOOD.. 2.56.. i am DAMN IT DOWNRIGHT LAZY.. and a FREAKING BAD INFLUENCE!

i collect everything u ask me collect.. forms or what.. i also take part in those class sessions like the goal setting thingy.. and YOU CAN SAY I DIDN'T DO MY JOB?! tell me what i dont do..?! and i will try my best to do what i am supposed to do.. YOU DONT TELL ME and only say I DONT DO MY JOB.. right..

so waht good do i get from being nice.. and accepting to sit beside yunheng? i couple of personal attack remarks.. yea.. GOOD REALLY DOESN'T PAY..!

ya.. so i was pondering.. at first.. i really really wanted to take part in the calss performance thingy and get sth real cool going on.. it would be fun and funky and stuff la..

but yea.. but i am NOT any ministry of entertainment or whatever you said earlier thsi afternoon..

if you have been saying that i haven't been donig much job as a monitor well? then why still put me in charge of such stuff? where it WILL affect my productivity of my monitor jobs right?

monitor is only in charge of some discipline and to cover the chairman if i'm not wrong? entertainment? isn't that welfare sec?

i'm not tryign to be rude or what.. but disrespectful.. but seriously.. why get me involved with all these.. as in i already tried to hard to be a goodie goodie student.. but u dont see it? now u want me getting into all tehse not so relevant stuff..
i damn feel like saying stuff like.. "can i dont help? sincei cant even get my own stuff right.. as you said.." but it would sound quite dumb..

but seirusly.. why should i get involved with all these like.. more extra stuff.. and out of the monitor job kinda stuff.. its not that i dont want to help the calss.. but.. its like.. u say until i so worthless.. liang zhou is all you need isn't it? i am jus an idiot.. who slacks and dont do my job.. and jus talks in class not paying attention which led to the downfall of my partner? i am just a jinx rite?

i think liang zhou will do fine in settling the music appreciation stuf for the assembly.. honest..
i'm sorry.. but i dont want to wear a "mask" and do anything..

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